im tired

of hating you.
in fact im just tired.
im worn out and beat down by life.
and the things im expecting and looking forward to
never turn out right.
its a slap in the face everytime.
i've been feeling good but its like the
moment one thing goes wrong
i cant take it.
i just cant take it =(

all i can say is

i just dont have the words. and i cant even explain it out loud.
its so frustrating, i need to understand this but i dont know how.
i had a dream she saved me now all i want to do is sleep to get that feeling back.